Name's Marleni ( noun: MAR-LEN-EE )
20 Years of age, Paterson NJ :)
& i'm a weirdo but that's A-OK with me.
I belong to the following fandoms:
-Avatar: TLA & LOK
-Hunger Games (
-American Horror Story
I love drawing, dancing, fashion, TV, anime, cosplay, Halloween, the interwebs, animals, cartoons, video games, travel & articulate conversation.
I'm a sarcastic jokster who loves to make people chuckle & probably knows too much for her own good.
I do believe my fiance is utterly AMAZING and he is the light of my shitty little life,
I like to think I'm certainly one of a kind & never afraid to say what's on my mind.
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1. Your boy side
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It’s hilarious when people get hurt.
 Shopping is torture
[x] Sad movies suck
[x] You own a car racing game.
[x] You played with hot wheels cars as a kid.
 At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You owned a ds, ps2, n64, or sega.
 You used to be obsessed with power rangers.
[x] You have watched sports on tv.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
 You go to your dad for advice.
 You own like a trillion baseball caps.
 You used to collect hockey cards.
 Baggy sweats are cool to wear.
 It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[x] You talk with food in your mouth.
 You sleep with your socks on at night.
 You have fished at least once.
2. Your girl side
[x] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner.
 You wear the color pink.
 You go to your mom to talk.
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
 You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like going to the mall.
 You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
 You like wearing jewelry.
[x] You cried watching the notebook
[x] Dresses are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
 You don’t like the movie star wars.
 You are/were in gymnastics.
 It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up.
 You smile a lot more than you should.
 You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
 You like wearing high heel shoes.
 You used to play with dolls as little kid.
 You like putting make-up on others.
 You like being the star of everything.
[x] I am shorter than 5′5″.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
 I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
 I’ve had/have braces.
[x] I’ve been told i’m attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than two piercings.
[x] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city.
 I’ve seen a shooting star.
 I’ve wished on a shooting star.
 I’ve seen a meteor shower.
[x] I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
 I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I’ve been to a casino.
 I’ve been skydiving.
 I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
 I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
 I’ve crashed a car.
 I’ve been skiing.
 I’ve been in a musical.
[x] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue.
 I’ve seen the northern lights.
[x] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
[x] I’ve played a prank on someone.
 I’ve ridden in a taxi.
[x] I’ve seen the rocky horror picture show.
[x] I’ve eaten sushi.
[x] I’ve been snowboarding.
 I’m single.
[x] I’m in a relationship.
 I’m engaged.
 I’m married.
[x] I miss someone right now.
 I’ve gotten divorced.
 I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
 I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.
[X] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
[x] I’ve snuck out
[x] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I’ve cheated while playing a game.
[x] I’ve ran a red light.
 I’ve witnessed a crime.
[x] I’ve been in a fist fight.
 I’ve been arrested.
7. Death and suicide
[x] I’m afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I’ve seen someone/something dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
 I’ve planned my own suicide before.
 I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
 I can sing well
 Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
 I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
 I don’t kill bugs.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
 I paid for a cell phone ring tone.
 I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[X] I care about grammar.
 I have “?”’s in my screen name.
 I’ve copied more than 30 cd’s in a day.
 I bake well.
 My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
 I like martha stewart.
 I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes. cause they’re funny
 I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an a in a certain class.
[x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider/cockroach in the room.
[x] I am ticklish.
 I love white chocolate.
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I’m good at remembering faces.
 I’m good at remembering names.
[x] I’m good at remembering dates.
[x] I honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] All my answers were totally honest.
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If my heart
would open up like window panes
you would see all the mistakes I have made
and all the wounds I have endured
you would see it all
how something so innocent
could go on believing
From far away she’s like any other
But I know she’s cracking again. I don’t know how she ever
Held up in the first place.
There are too many holes in her, too many fissures. Tiny splinters that aren’t able to be repaired
All at once… Or maybe at all
Her once smooth, shiny surface has become dull, broken and fragile
She’s taken on a new texture entirely.
Who made the first crack? who made her feel like she was no longer worth any
Value? She can’t hold anything inside anymore because
It just falls through the cracks.
After the first, the next hundred became bigger than the last
She was left to fall so many times
With nothing to catch her. They just watched her shatter again.
Into tinier pieces than before.
Everyone who dared try to repair her just ended up making everything worse
Stoking the embers inside her that fueled the fire. Fire that completely engulfed
Her trust. Her cracks expanded from the heat. Her hope,
As empty as she was.
She is a tired collection of tiny pieces, strung together with tape, glue, hope.
She’s not the beautiful porcelain she once was.
She is fragile. She is cracked. Beyond saving. No band aid or fixedents could
make her resemble her original form.
Who will try to salvage what’s left of her now?
Who will want a vase that is broken@1 day ago with 1 note